Menstrual Cramp

Today, i was in great pain in the morning.
I didn't go for grey matters. It just got to
visit me today when i'm brushing my teeth, Zzz
Follow by cramps, freaking pain. I was like
screaming softly in the toilet, cannot walk.
I seriously feel like dying at that point of time because
it has really really been a long time since i last had my
cramps. I seldom have this cramp signal already but
today it just came, dam torturing T.T

I took a taxi to school for 3D lesson, i have to go no
matter what. The taxi uncle pissed me off, he can't
understand english. I said BUGIS AREA, MCNALLY
ROAD. Still don't understand, i say beside Sim lim
square. There go until ORCHARD then Bukit Timah
Then Novena Then Simlim. Is he crazy or what ?
Still wants me to pay the $2 ERP, Crazy Shit.
My house to BUGIS is just $7-8 dollar, but i paid
$12. Dammm it, he's not suitable to be a Taxi Driver.

Reached 3D lesson, ate medicine and slack. Wanted
to print presentation board but i forgot to print harddisk.
End up there was no PRESENTATION because many
of my classmates didn't finish their Wire hand and never
do any presentation board but my lecturer Ahmad understand.
Many of them didn't come for 3D class too, i think they are
scared because they didn't finish. Ahmad said, he understand
we have alot of difficulties in doing it. Talk and bring the
wire to him, he will help ~ I think they should come to school.
Anyway My wire hand is done, he say quite a decent one.
Good ~ Do more weaving can already, i just did so yay ! I'm done ~
Our Yan and Me finished our Wire hand in my class.

Hear Ahmad's story again, inspirational story about Future
Designer or Artist job. His story is very inspirational.
After his story, me and rachelle went to slack. Fav spot,
VENDING MACHINE to buy tibits with Ivyana too.
Wait for the final project brief given by Janet.
The brief was crazy, new 3D project. It's really crazy,
i'm still brainstorming about it. Will talk about it next time.
After 3D lesson, i took bus home. Went to sleep,
i'm so tired and pain ~ T.T

Woke up at about 9pm ? Ate dinner ( my sister cook it )
Now i'm online doing nothing, i'm suppose to do drawing
Have to hand up tommorow but i'm totally not doing it.
I need it but later since i can't sleep tonight. Okay,
That's all ! Goodnight Readers (:



Sketch up is over !




My wire hand - Done!


From the left ( Ivy's wire hand but not yet finish )
Second from the left is Izyan's finished already
Third from the left is Mine (:
CCS - Contemporary & Contextual Studies

At least today CCS was fun rather than boring.
I hate CCS, always have the intention to skip it.
But i hold back, because CCS is freaking 50% of
the final grades. CCS is all about sharing ideas,
discussions, talk and talk which i hardly can do so.

Today CCS lesson was about " Describe yourself in 3
Adjectives and Noun " Tania, my lecturer will give us
a paper, the paper has our classmates name. I got
Alison's name. Describe myself and Alison in adjective &
Noun....

Myself, i wrote : For adjectives
- Quiet ( at times )
- Shy
- Lazy

Noun :
Rollerblade

( My classmate Hillman got my name, His description
about me was about the same as what i wrote. Hahaha
Now at least i know myself a lil more from others view.

He wrote : For adjectives
- Quiet
- Squeechy ? ( correct me if i'm wrong, i mean spelling )
- I forgot what he wrote for the last one, haha

Noun :
Rollerblade

Like all the same man, Gosh ! Anyway it's easy to guess if he say
Rollerblade, everyone guess it right. So easy ~

Alison, i wrote : For adjectives
- Hardworking
- Tall
- Friendly

Noun :
Macbook Pro

They have to guess who are i'm refering to ... Macbook pro
is so easy because Alison was holding on a Macbook Pro, Haha
Well it was fun to have your friends to write about you.

And this morning sketchup lesson went well for me, i'm the
first presenter. It was okay, still nervous but not as nervous
as last time. Ivyana was unwell, she couldn't move at all
so she went to the sick bay. She didn't sleep for the whole
night because of sketch up. It's very scary to have your
mind shut down and muscles shut down.

At that point of time, i was worried about her. She always
look dam tired with huge eyebags like me. But i'm okay,
i'm well TRAIN-ED. 3Days without sleep for One plush
toy, I have 6 plush toy to do last time in my final project.
So yes i'm train-ed. Hahaha No sleep is okay for me,
just that i'll seriously fall asleep anytime even if i'm
standing. But definately i'll fall sick after a few weeks.
Not a problem too, i'm quite used to it. So some people,
sleep is very important to them compare to homework.
Well, different people, different thinking. People like
me, so stubborn will always force myself to stay awake
just for the bloody homework.

Lastly, i was quite pissed
off with my dinner just now. The meat smells like my
dog's food. My mum bought it for me at Vivo because
she say there's no food anymore left this, she ask me
to threw the meat away and luckily my sister is frying
chicken wing. I am not a choosy person for me, as i
eat everything and anything. So it's easy to buy food
for me. My sister told me, i definately can't be a food
taster. Everything also say nice but this meat i ate
just now was really ......................... Shit !

Now i'm going to do my wire hand for tommorow 3D.
I'm prepared for the next 3D project, i'll die from all
the stress. Beverly Pm me in Msn and say " Krystal ! ,
Goodluck for 3D tommorow. Bye ! " She finished
his brief for final 3D work already, i think it gona
be a very difficult one. I heard from Bernard about
it too. Oh, today i went to eat Kimchi Ramen during
my break time with Bernard. Yummy ~

That's all, Goodnight Readers

Me & Alison during Sketch up Presentation
with her Macbook pro.


Me me me, shag shag shag

Labels: Phone engaged, so be it

My dream

Wsfc 2009 was in Shanghai last few months.
My dream was in Singapore held in Indoor sports hall.
I only could remember, before me is Yixuan.
She was the first participant to start first.
Announcement was made, we need to sit down
first according to country. Suddenly, i saw Kim Tae Bin
and slowly more and more Koreans & other skaters.
I got so nervous )

When it's my turn to start, My song was Big Bang - Gara Gara Go.
In reality, this song is too fast for me. Zzz When i start skating,
all the cones was STICK TOGETHER, how to freaking
slalom when it was stick together ? I don't know what to do.
I squat down and arrange the cones when my songs was still
playing, this is so embarrassing. Later on, Terence came down
from the sitting area. He scolded me and i was obviously
tearing apart + shivering. He ask me why didn't i check
all the cones before i start, blablabla and so on. I didn't
notice until i start skating because i was too nervous
and seriously the cone was okay when i'm about to skate.
After that SECOND TRY, the cone was STICK TOGETHER
again. Omg, this is crazy .... Must be some cone monster
inside the cones, zzz

And .................................. I forget already -

EVERYTHING WAS A DREAM !

A BAD DREAM FOR ME THAT WOKE ME UP.
WHEN I AM AWAKE, MY NIGHTMARE DIDN'T
END LIKE THIS. WHEN I AM AWAKE, MY SISTER WAS BESIDE
... SHE TOLD ME " KRYSTAL, YOU RENDERING YOUR
ANIMATION? I DIDN'T KNOW, BUT THE COMP HANG.
SO I SHUT DOWN THE COMPUTER " I QUICKLY ON
MY DESKTOP AND CHECK, PHEW ! MY ANIMATION
WAS SAVED ~

Ok, Bye! Lost

Lost in the world of 2D, madness.
Yesterday i slept at 6am, doing my homework.
7am need to prepare for school. I shouldn't have
sleep. I overslept until 11am, didn't go for 2D class.
The whole night, i was doing 2D. I'm going crazy !
Today's 2D is a very important lesson, lecturers
gona brief us for the Final 2D project. But i have heard
from my classmates, my jaw nearly drop. It's freaking
alot to do, Alot alot alot. It's really scary, i swear.
I havn't sort out what to do first, i'll list down tommorow
when i come to blog again.

Today drawing lesson was outdoor drawing with Dahlia at
Mount Emily Road, Perspective ~ after 3 hours under
the sun, i only draw a pillar. Hahaha I'm so lousy,
i'm not the worst. There's still people with two boxes.
It's a A2 drawing. After drawing lesson, went to meet
Mum and Sis for Xin wang Taiwan Cafe. The food
wasn't so nice though, pictures up other day.

Now i'm doing my 3D studio practise and also Sketchup.
i'm so confused, No idea what to do. So i always skip here
and there. My sketch up sucks alot, i like 3Dmax T.T
I think i'm weird, Sketch up is actually alot easy compare
to 3Dmax just that it is very troublesome for all the
tools.

Well now let me show you my sketch up work, Not done yet.
Still in processing. I shall exhibit Yongbing's sketch up
work. I think his is freaking madly nice, I wanted this
kind of house. hahaha I'm serious, Dam freaking cool.
His sketch up was chosen to exhibit for school too.

Izyan :D


Start from sketch...


With this pile of shit inside the building, Playgroup's playground !
Using my name - Krystal


And look at Yongbing's one, So much different !! Freaking nice ~


Ok, Goodnight Readers I am so stressed up T.T
My back and waist is aching, i got no idea why.
Maybe it was because i have been sitting for
many many hours facing 3D sketch up software.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Help me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm going to continue my work now, Bye ! I' have yet to finish my 3D modelling homework. T.T ...
I'm so dead ~ There's 2D, 3D, Drawing, Sketch Up
homework to finish ! I need holidays !
Grrrrr, I'll just do my best.

Yb just drove over to my place and collected my laptop
to do illustrator work. I lent him one day to do Illustrator
homework. Before that, i ate chilli crab for dinner !
Sweet and sour pork too ~ And some other dishes.
Reached home, my sister cooked dinner too.
I drank FOUR BOWLS of soup, my mum kept saying
that i'm freaking fat and she sounds very serious.
I don't know, i can't cut down. I can't control .....
What cause this to happen man ?! Does stress
affect your diet ? Give me an answer please.
And also, i feel like skating today. But i forgotten
to bring my skate. Zzz I'm ok with it though because
i know myself that i need to get home and finish
my homework.

Anyway I have added you guys ( Skaters ) into my linkage
corner. Easier for me to navigate too ~ I love looking at
blogs so everyone please update all of your blog often.
haha some blog will be deleted off the list soon, no updates.
Link me up too (:

Goodnight Readers, Have a nice day !
And for those who is starting school later,
have fun in school (: Hello, It's 2.48am
I think someone is Diablo-ing, wah lau !
Lifeless ~ Haha ! Anyway, i'm very lazy
to do my homework today. I got no idea why,
I will do tommorow when i wake up. I promise
to myself !

Today had 1hour 30mins make up class for 2D.
We actually do nothing and only had 10mins lecture.
Such a waste of time. It ends at about 3.30pm.
Evening, went to Sembawang for skating ~
So tiring .. I feel so stress out. I don't know whether
to join ... I have no time for it. Really freaking no
time to practise. Anyhow, I'm not sure.

Just now i pasted Lee Min Ho Poster at the window.
Snoopy kept goaning and barking. I was dam scared,
i thought he saw ghost. Actually it was LEE MIN HO.
He look at the poster, bark non stop. I bring the
poster nearer to him, he's like wondering then run
away. Hahaha LEE MIN HO is so hot ! No idea
why Snoopy is afraid of his poster. Tsk ~

Ok that's all, homework in the morning later.
Goodnight Peeps

Craving for Korea BBQ, Picture at Korea Last year ~
Sam-gyup-sal


Yummy yummy steamboat, Me & My sister at Korea


This is freaking nice, Waffer with some sweet cream. Heavenly
nice ~ Bought is at the resting station at Korea


And this is Mr Gomji, so freaking bearish & cute!
Ljs's doggy ~

Labels: Bye world

Hello there ~



Hi, i'm doing my 2D homework.
Give me some inspiration.
I'm using objects like Wheels, Keys
and the wrist band i win back from Human Race 09.
We suppose to choose the most valuable thing, 3 Objects/
Human Race is after i ran my first 10km Maraton with ..
Keys, no keys = No home.
Wheels = Skate.

It is so hard to put key inside the whole picture, dammm.
Okay i'm so dead, it's 12.55am. I only did one without
COLOUR, Cool or what ? Tommorow 2D at 2pm.
Something personal here, Today .. I felt sad for
don't know what reason. I just felt sad out of sudden ....
Goodnight Readers. o.O zZz

[ Editted post 11.37pm]

Lucky Ivyana told me there's no 2D class tommorow, I was so
stressed up just now. Doing my work, falling asleep on the table.
I came to ask Ivy whether i should sleep till 12am and wake up
and do my 2D, she's like there's no 2D tommorow. Changed
to Friday. I felt so relieved but still i'm not gona let 2D homework
pile up, i'll wake up early tommorow to do and go for Drawing
lesson at 1pm. I just finished doing my research for drawing.

I just dig out this picture out of nowhere and it is a form
of Encouragement to push me further, yes I must not slack...
Must move on !!! But when it comes to a point that
i won't be able to have my sleep, i don't know what to do.
Whether to sleep or to finished. Some advise to
sleep because health is much more important then homework ?
If you die from the lack of sleep, you won't even get a chance
to touch your homework. This is what i heard from others.
But to me, i'll sacrifice my sleep at times. Or maybe most
of the time. Ahh I'm not the only one like this ~

Ty
_________________________________________
I totally have no inspiration to do my work.
Omgz, i realise my post is all about shitty stress
topic but my life now is really shitty with all
the stress.

Anyway, i am suppose to start my 2D work like now.
Alot alot alot of work, i only know that we need to do
all this by tommorow. I thought it was just sketches
will do, who knows ... we actually need to color it
paint it or collage it, anything. I'm so dead and tired
especially after dinner. Went out to buy fish head
beehoon just now.

On a happier side, i finally manage to do my bandage hand
or hand casting ? Stayed back with Ivy to try doing.
This was my third try, and i freaking know why it don't works
the other time. Because the bandage thing was SPOILT !!!!
-.- Freaking waste of my time to try so many times.
Anyway thanks Dilini for helping us to document it with
our cameras. Well, now one of my finger is cracking because
i dropped it in the bus. I dare not touch it now, just leave it
till it is 101% dry.

3D lesson today, wire hand was frustrating. But Rachelle
sat beside me, using her laptop. She kept crapping beside me,
haha So there wasn't any stress plus David Chan called me
Silly Girl * Wink * hahahaha okay. Anyway he's dam good
in 3D, super duber good artist. But the next 3D lesson will
change back to my usual lecturer already, Ahmad ! He's
nice too lah just that he don't help us as often as how
David try to help us in many ways. Especially we girls,
dislike touching wires.... the wires can cut us anytime,
he will help us to handle it.

After school, after hand casting work. Me, Ivy and Izyan
took videos. Imitating lecturers and Students =/ using
Ivy's blackberry. It was dam funny especially Ivy and Izyan.
Super good in acting. Oh After all the crap, we went home
individually. I fell asleep in the bus, as usual lah. Zzz
That's all, gona do my work. Goodnight people~

Having a good intention is good, after trying so hard for the
second try and it still didn't work. Don't bother trying it
anymore. Your good intention may not always be good to
another party.

Izyan and me


Today, after school ..


Finally ~ within 45mins ?




Someday, celebrate Joan's belated birthday after school.


This girl's name is Florensha Ivyana and she's the same as me.
Homework first and she always sleep for one hour
and come to school. Sometimes her eyebags is so
serious that i really pity her. And i didn't realise,
mine wasn't any better.. Tsk !


Rachelle's 1.2k Freewave skate from Korea


Trying so hard to finish this, doing nicely .. the first one i do
wasn't straight enough. Our wires have to be STRAIGHT.
I redo it, it's better. Alot better ~ But i cut my hand :( With Plier.
It is dam painful that it bleeds so much. Anyway, the lecturer
didn't really check our cube today -.- I always have to do extra
work, maybe i should see it at another point of view that i learnt
and practise on my own.

Labels: Sad or happy ? Why sad ? Why Happy ?

Goodmorning, i'm going to school to face stress now.
I got a bad dream yesterday till i make a phone call.
I am so tired, I am late for school but i rush to my Pc
to blog, I'm crazy, Bye.
_______________________________________
This post below was typed yesterday

oh my freaking god, i feel so stress up.
I'm having 3D sketch up lesson, dam sucky.
I hate it so much, compare to the one i did in 3Dmax
is like hell & heaven, Sketch up's one looks dam ANYHO
and ugly. Next final work coming out, i h avn't even finish
designing my previous homework, my furniture.
I'm so dead, i have no idea why i felt so laidback and tired.
No inspiration for anything, my mind is blank & Black.
I don't feel like going for CCS tutorial later.


Go home, i need to do my wire hand when i get home.
No one help me ~ Dilini dam shiok, her boyfriend help
her all the dam wires ! Omgz BACK

Hi, i'm back. Been awhile ... I am going to blog whenever
i'm free. Actually i'm not free, but i feel like blogging.
Yesterday was a stayover at PH house with Rachelle.
Because we are going to our 3D wire hand project at his
house. He can give us ideas at the same time, because
he's good at this kind of 3D form, wire or any other
"Men" Tools kind of thing. We girls will never like
doing all this men's job. I didn't do much on it because
we are too tired. His living room was dam huge !!
So comfy ~ Before going over to his place, i was working
at Tampines One, at Starhub roadshow DJ-ing. Job
was just to play songs, change the songs, play with
the volume and somehow cordinate with the MC there.
Until 9pm then i took bus over to ECP to find
Rachelle. And PH went over to fetch us at ECP then
we went to Hougang and have our supper. Wanted to go
Bedok 85 but heard that they are renovating the place.

This morning(Sunday), we woke up at about 12pm?
Went to prepare myself and went to TM 1. Meet up
with Terence for lunch then went back home. Terence
went back to work, same job as what i did on Saturday.
Went back home, hear naggings, clean up the poo
that Snoopy gave me. Was force to go down to Town
with Mum and Sister. So we went to Far East to have
Wanton noodle from Graffiti Cafe, then walk around
at Tangs & ION. Oh and i went Korea Etudehouse, bought
a lipstick and got a free Lee Min Ho File, posters and o2 mask.
Gosh, he's so hot ! Anyway, wanted to cab home with ION but
the queue was too long, we took a bus instead.
Reached home, bath for snoopy and awhile later ..
while talking on the phone, heard something that
i don't like hearing it. But anyway it's alright.

On Thursday, i can only remember that i went to
have Sakae with Shuwen, Ben, Jinghan, Liyi, Rachelle,
Ph, Terence, another girl and a guy .. i don't know their name
but they are from NP, Np skaters. After sakae buffet dinner,
we went to watch Sorority row at Cathay, exciting and gross.
Quite nice though. That's all about it.
Goodnight Readers, Goodbye.
_______________________________________________________________

I Think this post below was typed on Wednesday night, i
forgotten to post it ? I really forgot till i found it now at my
Post area. Was too busy with my homework ....

I'm back to blogging. Going to sleep soon ...
Been a while since i came here to blog.
There are so much homeworks to do.
I was planning to squeeze out a little time
to skate for maybe two hours, end up my plan
screwed up. I have so many homework undone.
I can't skate, i have to finish. Yes, i'm feeling so sad.
Not that i think all these are so boring, but it is the
dateline. So much to do yet so little time to finish.
My legs are so itchy, that i actually skate to Tb plaza
just to get my dinner.

Yesterday, i was doing my hand casting homework for 3D
and i failed to do so. Everything turns out like shit, the
bandage thing didn't give way, it didn't turns hard.
I tried three times, wasting so much of the plaster. Still
can't make it. I'll try again on Monday. Today we have
swap of lecturers on our 3D class, My lecturer went over
to Rachelle's class. Chng Thng went over to B class. And
David chan went over to my class which some of my classmates
went gaga over him. He's one of the permanent Singapore
local artist, his face just came out on newspaper. And yes
he's somehow hot to me AT FIRST. Hahaha now, hmm not so.
He teaches us wire on hand today, the way he do it was as
simple as ABC. But when i try doing it, i feel like smashing
the wire.

After 3D, i was told to go for a 2hour meeting with Dahlia and
Chng Thng about the projects we tick last time. We suppose
to tick at least two projects we want to do. I think i ticked
Performing arts and The one that helps children on drawing.
I got into Performing arts with some of my classmates.
The meeting was kind of bored, we suppose to work with
the students in Peforming arts. And no, we are not gona
sing and dance like them. We are their Visual Artist,
we do spontaneous drawing while they dance, we can
play music or dance with them if we want. We do
lightings on projector so the whole lasalle will be very
Beautiful at night. The projector will be provided by
Lasalle, of cause. We can choose to be in Photography,

Drawing, Music or dance. I chose Photography, we must
give out ideas on what's our plan. Oh yes, we can be
backstage crew too but i guess no one would want that.
Their performance will be on October 30 and 31 at
Lasalle Open space at night i guess. I have their
Rehearsal list, it was so packed. Anyway this has got
nothing to do with our academics, it's an extra project.
We will have a better resume in future. But seriously,
this is gona be dam tiring when one week, we have to
meet up and do a meeting with Dahlia. We already have
so much homework to do, luckily Dahlia is not a boring
person.

Oh did i mention something, when i was waiting for the
meeting at the Grass patch with my mates. This girl
was wearing a closet tube, she was sleeping soundly.
Body facing up and yes her nipples was half shown.
Dammmmm it, I was like Oh my fucking god. Ivy wa
so cute, she ask me " Is this person a guy or " She was
so shocked about it. hahaha Anyway some girl went
to inform her about it and she used her jacket to cover
then went back to sleep. Gosh ~ Ok i should stop thinking
about it.

After that, rush back home and bus over to Tb plaza for
KFC. I bought back home for dinner. Now got to start
my homework T.T. I'm so sad and depressed yesterday,
but i'm all on my own. That's all about today.
Goodnight Readers !

Labels: SPEECHLESS