I'll make it through the rain

2015

Tuesday, April 07, 2015 / 0 comments

Hello 2015! Didn't realize i've been dragging my "next post" for 1 freaking year. Not sure if i'll only blog once a year, hahaha! Anyway, say hello to my not so impressing new layout. I like every thing simple and minimal so that explains the layout which only took me 20mins to do and Rachelle helped to code within an hour or lesser. Due to the change of layout, my picture has been enlarge in all of my blog post so you may experience super pixelated image in my previous post but i can't be bother to change. If you click in, the image will be working in normal resolution. Unless...*Hello Rachelle, if you are reading this, help me decrease my image size by a bit. It's super huge now. Hahaha! I'm thinking how i should start off this post... hmmm..

The first paragraph was drafted on Sunday and i stopped. Hahaha It's really hard to type out my thoughts these days. Yesterday was Qingming Festival. A day we pay respect to our grandparents and ancestors with offerings. It's been 2 years and 1 year since the pass on of both of my grandparents. I hope they are doing good on the other rainbow realm. We cried, we miss them but as days passes by, we understand that death is just a part of our life journey. Everyone have to go through them and unfortunately some have to leave earlier than others. Last month, Andy & I received the most devastated news on a Saturday morning that his brother Winston of 21 years has passed on. I'm sure it hits Andy more than me. At that point of time, my mind and heart was in complete darkness. I don't know how i should comfort him. I don't know why i can feel a sense of sadness that he was having. Maybe our souls are connected and errrr.. that's why we are together? Hahaha. I've gone through the experience of losing someone close to me. I know how it feels and the natural human compassion was fully revealed at that point of time. We had dinner a few times together, we met up for drinking, i've always hear Andy answering his calls and both of them would catch up with each other effortlessly over the phone or over casual meet ups. He's really a nice person. I don't know why god takes away the good people in our life and that bad things always happen to good people. I guess they have their own reasons for leaving. I believe he's in a better place resting in peace now. :)

On 23th of April, we lost our beloved Founding Father of Singapore. It was a week of darkness for all Singaporeans. To be continue....